My ruminations to be a physicist or an inventor or a software engineer or somethin'. I've had a many-of moonlit qualms discussing this with the sassy parrot that lives in my head. To the point that I never really know anymore.
Historically, it's been hard for me to suppress my own thoughts. At surface level, it's a quite a problem - gives rise to so much uncertainty at the wrong times. Those voices don't come in handy when you're say, talking to a girl. Contrarily, in the long run, I do think those visions, decisions and revisions ultimately lead a mapped path forward. Just don't overdo it; overpreparation is born of sickening levels of doubt and uneasiness.
Like all people, I've just chosen the path that I thought I would enjoy the most. Rest easy. Not have any regrets. .